I haven't written space in English for ages. i just find myself can't express my idea correctly in English sometime. spend nearly 2 years in austrlia but my english hasn't been imporved much.i still have heaps of english homework to do now. it was given 2 weeks ago, and is due on Wednesday, but i haven't started yet.wat's going on with me? i will try to finish it tonight, hopefully.

 

Yesterday was Sunday, Chinese new year day. It was 38 degree as well. My parents didn't go to sunday market coz it was just 2 hot. They should take a good rest. i went to city after lunch, the temperature outside made me feel suffocated, after i got off the train i walked around in the melbourne centre. i haven't been there 4 few months , and suddently found out that the weird shop ---"Condom Kingdom" changed to another name.sounds like "Interesting gift shop". wat a waste..i went to state library after awhile, i was used to go there quiet often, but after i went to mckinnon, it was the second time i stepped into the spectuacular building. what a compliment.kk There were so many hardworking people study at that time i even could not find a seat in the second floor. i went to the La Trobe room after then, it was not so crowded but it was cold, as every time. i received call from her after 30 minutes, and at the same time my friends told me that they arrived library as well. they were all in the locker, i was so glad to meet them at the moment. we've been away for ...omg.. so many days...well, i don't want to think about it, coz im afraid how many days will past before we meet again. .dear, #%$*&. we spent most of the time study in the library, not most but all the time.it was good, wasn't it. btw, dear, im curious to read that book,lend it 2 me after this term. 

 

i wish i could understand u more, and i will try to, i was not upset, i just hate saying goodbye.

 

Today i went to MSAC for the Round Robin. i 've been there many times. i remembered when i was in Glen eira, we often went there to play sports on friday. I played 5 matches today. The scores are 3:0 all the time.. Our team is the best there. We beated Cheltenham,Sandringham,Brighton and another school, can't remember the name, but we did qualified into the next zone. Mckinnon was the state champion last year, hope we can do it again this time.it's my first time play 4 school,lol..we finished earlier this afternoon, and a teacher gave me a lift back to school.It was like 1:45 at that time. it's  a double free for me on Monday! how i wish that i got the reply from u.but...  Other yr11 & 12 students had already gone home, i met Yige and Qi, they were studying in the Yr12 centre.On the way 2 the bus stop i met Susan & Rachel, then we four took the train to Ormond station together and talked 4 awhile. i met kevin on the bus to home, he told me that they won the volleyball match as well today. welldone! Mckinnons.

 

Tomorrow is tuesday, it is the day that i will have four free periods.kk.i need to use them effiecitly, otherwise, im 2 stupid.well. i hope u have a happy day as well, eventhough it is the busiest day in a week 4 ya.

 

Guys,one more thing, i checked the price of renting Ferrari or Lambo or Bentley Or Porshe for one day.. At least $!000... and even u r wealth, they won't lend it to u, coz the youngest ago they r happy to lend is 21....

 

 

Dear, i might not be able to online in the night throughout this week. I miss u & luv u all the time, no matter what other people think. take care, i hope we will meet soon.

 

生日到了。

有什么比你的香水+巧克力+神奇的笔更好的礼物？那就是昨晚和你在一起的那分分秒秒，点点滴滴。只是时间过得太快，在那一瞬只希望时间能永远停止，但是我们不得不分开。正如这已知道结局的爱情。为什么说这？ 不，就让我们相爱到终点。即使留下的只是回忆，如果回忆能如此动人，为何不让我们永远的记住彼此。。谢谢你~

几天过去了，我不想解释点什么，只想写点心情，

那一天的事一开始感到比较意外，一下子让我显得很混乱，不知所措。正如以前曾经说过，无论曾经是否有过一时的迷惑，那么久来我们之间不但保持着距离，也非常尊重着对方的生活和选择。以至于一年前的所谓的萌动，随着时间流逝似乎已当然无存。我曾经信里所写的，已经坦然地表达了很多意思，而且都是发自内心的。

我以为我不会再轻易和一个人相恋，的确我没有再轻易的选择爱，尤其在有些事情发生以后，在看着别人的爱情故事继续着的每一天，在为了一部很普通的电视剧而麻木以至感到生活充满灰色的夜晚，我盲目地过着整个假期。不期待什么，却也没愧疚什么。

我们没有轻易的爱上，轻易地在一起，现在想想那是日积月累的点点关怀和气息让我们明白我们不能再让时间把一切都带走，我们应该留下点什么。整整一个夜晚，我想了很多很多，后来我终于明白我是爱她的，我无法在躲避什么，就让我们面对这最后的一年。

今天，我们相拥而吻。。

我爱你~