雨季，寒冷的车站，看着你转身离开。我不知道该怎样感激能和你在一起的那分分秒秒。

吻到刻骨铭心，爱到痛彻心肺，直到泪水第一次撕毁我们最后的防备。

城市的每个角落都留下着一起走过的点点滴滴。多少年后，物事人非，留下的空虚又该如何去面对。

你的青丝提醒着我那放肆的温柔与甜蜜，枕边的芳香也在梦醒时分勾起那最珍贵的回忆。

已经选择了，又有什么可以后悔？痛苦的结局若已注定，是否应该用尽所有的爱去弥补这无可奈何的恨。

我们都尽力了。

 

我们还有多少时间？

 

 

让我们爱到最后一分钟，吻到最后一秒 。

My monitor was broken last week, i had vanished from internet for awhile. it took me almost whole afternoon to send it to the service centre. anyway, eventually it works again.

 

The weather was really terrible yesterday, i could not even c the car infront of me at all on the way back. i really wanted to arrive earlier, but the more i thought like this, the worse situation i had on the road. i told myself i had to be safe, i should. But my heart was full of chaos. It was so hard for us to have enough time. U were right on the phone in the begining of the week, u told me the time for study will never be enough, for u. well,  not only for u, but for all the students and the people who want to be better or just show their best results. but what did i say?' i would never  not have enough time to study'. how ridiculous i was. Only because i just had three subjects this year? Those free periods i have will rot me one day. Am i really "capable"?  i was 'luckily' get those A+ , how can i show off? Im not responsible at all. i confess that i  havent really put myself into what i should do.

 

Im thanksful that my parents are here to take care of me. Im pleased that i have a group of nice friends around me at school,and im happy that i always have u to talk with. The life for me seems good. But i know my effort is still far not enough for anything. Doesn't matter to friends, to parents or the one i love. I often say something stupid to them, even though im not mean it... im a loser.~ im sorry for everyone who is offended. I always make people misunderstood. :(    Don't worry about me, there is nothing serious happen, but i think i should change a bit.

 

Im so jealous of Susan & Rachel.... i want to move out to live as well..But it is impossible. I know one day i will be 'independent', how far will it be? I will have Economics SAC next friday, Specialist maths SAC next next thursday.I hope i can Ace it. We will get what we are deserved, and it all depends on how much we have devoted.

 

I don't want to feel regret about love, i don't want to feel regret about study. Darling, i will help u to overcome it, it may not be enough for u, but i will do my best. First of all, prove my note ..k.

 

Tomorrow will be Sunny! Everyone in Melbourne will be couraged. We've waited the treasuble rain to overcome the drought, we also need the sunshine to tell us that everything will be fine...