i will have the last vce exam---- specialist maths part 2 exam on November 16th.  Today is september 16th.

Tried a practise exam tonight, and realize i have to work much more in order to not feel regret in the night after 2D months.

 

亲爱的finihsed her exam today. well done darling. Glad to hear that you can have the confidence after the exam, u r awesome.:p just wait 4 the good news. 

 

yesterday i made a phone call with someone i neverever meet before. the reason for the call is to make someone relieve a bit from emotional disaster caused by something happened in her relationship.i cant realize y her boyfriend dumped her without any reason and i was again feel sorry about the broken of love caused by the long distance between two people. All of these kind of stories happened as a fairytale but ended as a nightmare.Or even less than a nightmare, time just diluted every thing, memory become tastless, love no longer existed and the promises? who cared about it.  Maybe one of them still cares, but how about the one in another side of the earth? u couldt stop him/her from not loving u. bc he/she was not responsible, responsible? how many people r brave enough to take it? and y should they take it?maybe  he was just trying to find his own freedom, maybe he could not be bothered  by the routine life with u only based on internet,maybe he suddently realized that u were not right 4 him. These were all 2 complex? Make it simple, he found another girlfriend as most of his friends did in another city, another country, another world which u were not sharing with him. so maybe it is the fate, u cant do anything.Human beings r just hopeless.

 

But,

how about those precious and classical stories? how about the sentence which support so many couples with hopes in their heart " 两情若是久长时，又岂在朝朝暮暮". It is priceless. Who is eligible to deserve it?How many people will eventually get it? there r not so many questions. most people will eventaully find the another part of their life one day, and spend the rest of his or her life with the right one. It is priceless and it is the forever.

 

Im still 2 immature 2 talk about those things. Things just happen. After puttig the effort, after trying hard, the result has already been not so important.

 

For me, what i can do 4 myself? what i can do 4 us?

 

 

 

 

It's a secret.k

 

miss u.